Baby!!!! :)

Kevin shared this today in church and I wanted to share it for those who couldn't be there...

Yes. I AM Pregnant! I am due June 11, which makes me just over 14 weeks. Kevin and I are beyond excited. I have been feeling good for the most part, just sleeping every chance I get :). Kevin is taking excellent care of me and I am so thankful for a husband that loves me as much as he does.

Ok. So, in February of this year, we found out that I had a miscarriage. It was the hardest thing we had ever gone through. God did so much in our lives during that time and for that, I am thankful.

Now, the cool part.

I share that part, to tell you the cool part. 7 months later, ON the due date of the baby that we had lost- we found out that I was pregnant again! How cool is our God??? It made it so much more amazing.

It wasn't a coincidence, it was GOD- no doubt about it.

We are SO thankful for all of the "Congratulations" we have already gotten and would appreciate your prayers! I probably won't be updating that much and we currently don't have a working digital camera, so if you want to know how I am doing, just ask.

Thank you for all of your parts in our lives and we are so excited to finally share this awesome news with everyone!!

love you!!!

3 years.

we've been married for 3 years.

it's been an incredible 3 years.

this last year has been the best and craziest, yet.

i am so thankful to have married a husband full of love, compassion, hotness(yep:)), hard work, wisdom, forgiveness, joy, silliness, leadership, integrity, and humbleness.

he is such an example and inspiration to so many and i am honored to be mrs. mattison. :)

i am excited for the many more years to come.

tonight = sushi celebration :).

I love you, Kevin.

Just being honest...

Today didn't start out that great...so...instead of being a bummer ALL day long, I read God's word and started talking to Him about it. Did it help? YEP!


When days like this come along, I love to list the things that I am thankful for. It is a great way to actually see what God has done in my life and helps put a smile back on my face and loving God more, and more, and more. :)


Today, I want to share my list with you:



-phone calls from my sister.


-teenagers who come to visit from 10 hours away.


-a husband who is trying his best at learning how to comfort me when I'm sick :) and doing a really good job.


-a mom who gives the best advice. ever.

-a dad I can call for help when I've hurt my back pulling weeds.


-teenagers...all of them.


-Butler First United Methodist.


-Moody for accepting my husband. :)


-great adult leaders who gives Kevin a cookie cake when he gets into college.

-friends.


-friends in Belfast, Northern Ireland.


-friends who call me.


-food in my fridge.


-spending beautiful days in Pittsburgh with Kevin, driving around, walking and enjoying bookstores while not having to buy anything. ;)


-3 years of marriage next week!!!!!!



-a job.


-sunshine.


-the Bible online.


-a car that works.


-dance.


-duffer.


-our house.


-having happy friends.


-a brother who can ALWAYS make me smile.





-Being able to see TWO old friends while in Fort Wayne last week! good times.

Ok. That is just a few and I added some pictures for fun :). I hope you're all having a great day.

What are you thankful for today?

School's Out for Summer

(My title makes me want to play Guitar Hero :))

Ok, So I ran home during lunch and noticed teenagers walking all over downtown. It's a really great site to see :). But on my way home I realized something...

It's been 6 years since I graduated High School! I remember my graduation day. It was a Sunday and I didn't want to go, because I was going to miss youth group. But, I went, took pictures, hugged lots of people, loved on my family and as soon as my mom and dad said it was ok...grabbed my sister and booked it to the car and on to youth group! I remember the dress I wore, and even remember walking into Dv8 and standing in the back for the remainder of Pastor Chilly's sermon. It's weird the things your remember. :)

Anyway, I also remember that I didn't really think twice about graduating. I was like, "YAY, I'm done...get me out of here!". I have to be honest and say that as I look back on it...I am actually pretty proud of myself.

School was really hard for me. I couldn't take tests, even though I could answer the questions verbally, I had to work extra hard at retaining information I read, I home schooled a lot of my junior year because of illness and other things, and I wasn't exactly the most popular girl in school...but I finished. I finished.

Ok, so this isn't to talk about me, but to explain 2 things.

1. I REALLY can do ALL things through CHRIST who STRENGTHENS me!!!! (Phil. 4:13) Without Him, I would have quite, given up, and probably cried even more than I did. He gave me JOY through the hard times and perseverance. The closer I got to Him, the better it got.

2. If you are graduating this year or have graduated...I am SO proud of you. I want to tell you that...just in case no one else has yet. School is hard work, for some it comes easier...but we all have to work at it.
To those graduating from Butler Senior High School tonight... I LOVE YOU and am SO PROUD OF YOU! I can't wait to see where God takes you next! Keep Kevin and I informed as much as you can! We would love to hear from you!

So...all that to say...

CONGRATULATIONS CLASS of 2009!!!!! Yippee!!!!

For Fun :)

Just some random, recent pictures for fun:

Me and Brittany's little girl...Paige :)

My sister and me. Man, I love her!

Me, Mom and Kristen at the Melting Pot :)

One of the students caught a picture of me mid-throw...I thought it was funny!

Some of the dance team, having fun with photo booth!

Kevin and I on Mount Washington! hehe

And, i love this one.

That's all...like I said, just for fun!

Happy Thursday! :)

Love you!

Lessons from Bud #2

ok, I know it took me awhile, but I did say there would be another post about my friend, Bud. In the first post I told you who Bud was, so if you forget you could scroll down to help refresh your memory :). I talked about how I want him to know Jesus and how people come into our lives and we never know how long they will be there...so make the MOST of EVERY opportunity!

My last blog post I talked about loving people better.

Now, I'm gonna kind tie those two together and tell you how Bud helped me love better. :)

I am going to be completely honest and say that aside from my grandparents, I haven't really spent much time with anyone over 60. I just chose not to. I have a very ADD personality and need to keep moving 99% of the time so I always thought it was "boring" to sit and have "adult" conversations. :/

Well. That's not always a good thing. Honestly, through talking to Bud...that who perspective I had changed.

Here, read this...

1 Timothy 5: 1 Never speak harshly to an older man, but appeal to him respectfully as you would to your own father. Talk to younger men as you would to your own brothers. 2 Treat older women as you would your mother, and treat younger women with all purity as you would your own sisters.

and...that's just part of it. The Bible has specific instructions on how we are supposed to treat our elders. And it all comes down to... LOVING THEM! When we REALLY love them, we will want to spend time with them, learn from them, and take care of them in any way we can!

Last Saturday I saw Bud :). I asked him if he was going to church for Easter and this was his response, "Well, I went yesterday and I don't know about tomorrow yet. But I'll tell you what I am gonna do. I'm gonna hide an egg for myself tonight and look for it in the morning. By then, I'll probably forget where I put it" hehe. That story was just for fun.

Bud helped me learn how to love my elders. I now really enjoy talking to them and spending time with them. I love hearing about things they have learned over the years. I call my grandparents more now than ever and I'm even going to the Science Museum just so I can tour a submarine just like one my Grandpa was on...

I am so thankful for people like Bud that will sit and have conversations with me. I have SO much to learn.

learning to love...

For those of you who don't know me very well, I want you to know that I LOVE people. I really enjoy talking to people, listening to people, hugging people and a lot of other things that involve people :). For those of you who know me well, I'm pretty sure you knew that :).
So, even though I LOVE people, I am still learning new ways TO love them everyday. Here is a verse in 1 John that I read this morning about love...

1 John 3:18-20 18 Dear children, let’s not merely say that we love each other; let us show the truth by our actions. 19 Our actions will show that we belong to the truth, so we will be confident when we stand before God. 20 Even if we feel guilty, God is greater than our feelings, and he knows everything.

Our actions mean so much! I want to be better at SHOWING people I love them! That means, taking MORE time, MORE energy, MORE everything to love...
I am surrounded by people who do an awesome job at loving me, I wanted to share just a couple of ways people have showed me they love me recently:

~my mom and sister drove 5.5 hours to see me (sure, the outlets are on the way...but im pretty sure they came for me :)
~my sister told me to sit in the front seat, even though I know she wanted to ;)
~my friend text me to see how I was feeling on the day that she gave birth!! (AND while she was in labor!!!)
~my husband took my car to get it inspected before he took his own
~my husband is buying draino and bleach for me today :)
~my sister spent time helping me find clothes for work, rather than getting some for herself
~one of the teenagers order food for kevin and I last night because we got tied up at church longer than we thought
~another one of the teenagers went grocery shopping with me AND help me put it away! (sooooo...thankful for that!)

Those are just a couple that came to my mind right now...I am so thankful for those around me who show their love in different ways!
Now, it's time to get better at REALLY loving people...Here are some ways we can start:
~clean our rooms, WITHOUT our parents asking
~holding the door for someone and letting them walk through first
~choosing to do something that your friend likes, instead of what you would have liked to do
~send random texts, emails, facebooks (is that something?), or phone calls...
~mow our neighbors yard...without them asking or paying!
~hug more
~give someone a ride, even if it's out of the way
~give food to someone who doesnt have any

Those are JUST a couple...
How will you SHOW your love this week?

I LOVE YOU!

us vs. the world

::For some reason, it didn't post the whole thing the first time...so, if you've already read it...skip to the bottom :)::

Last night at Youth Group we split the girls and guys up and talked about, yep you guessed it...sex. Kevin said some really awesome things to the guys and I really enjoyed the time spent with the girls and talking about our value in God's eyes!

Afterwords one of the girls and I talked about how her friends bug her because she has never had a boyfriend or kissed a guy. I told her that its a great thing! That she hasn't given in to their words and that they notice!

So, I have been going through 1 John on my own and this is what I read today, I thought it was awesome and ties so perfectly into the conversation I had last night!

1 John 2:15-17 (New Living) 15 Do not love this world nor the things it offers you, for when you love the world, you do not have the love of the Father in you. 16 For the world offers only a craving for physical pleasure, a craving for everything we see, and pride in our achievements and possessions. These are not from the Father, but are from this world. 17 And this world is fading away, along with everything that people crave. But anyone who does what pleases God will live forever.



Now, The Message version...



1 John 2: 15-17 (Message) Don't love the world's ways. Don't love the world's goods. Love of the world squeezes out love for the Father. Practically everything that goes on in the world—wanting your own way, wanting everything for yourself, wanting to appear important—has nothing to do with the Father. It just isolates you from him. The world and all its wanting, wanting, wanting is on the way out—but whoever does what God wants is set for eternity.

How often do we choose to give in to our wanting, wanting, wanting? Wanting the thing that will satisfy the moment, or make us happy for a second? The cool thing is...we DO have a choice, a choice to say, "NO." whenever we need to.
When I talked to the girls last night, we talked about the difference between, "NO" and "hehehe...noooooo" (imagine and smile, giggle and tilt of the head :). When we "play" or "flirt" with the world and our wants, it is not saying "NO."

One more really cool verse:

James 4:7-10(Message) So let God work his will in you. Yell a loud no to the Devil and watch him scamper. Say a quiet yes to God and he'll be there in no time. Quit dabbling in sin. Purify your inner life. Quit playing the field. Hit bottom, and cry your eyes out. The fun and games are over. Get serious, really serious. Get down on your knees before the Master; it's the only way you'll get on your feet.

So, I choose to say a firm, "NO.".

Do you?

quotes...

My new favorite quote:

"Dont not think that love, in order to be genuine, has to be extraordinary. What we need is to love without getting tired."

Mother Teresa

my strength and comfort...

I am not going to go into details, but this has been one of the hardest weeks of my life...here is how I'm getting through it and why I choose joy.

Maybe you need this as much as I did...I really feel like I needed to share it.

Psalm 18:30 God's way is perfect. All the Lord's promises prove true. He is a shield to all who look to him for protection.


Matthew 11:28-30 Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you. Let me teach you, because I am humble and gentle at heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy to bear, and the burden I give you is light.”

Did you put your armor on!?

more on Bud soon-but for now...

We will soon be going over this in Jr. High Sunday School and I wanted to share it with you, because the word of God always has the best timing.

Ephesians 6:10-18

10Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. 11Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. 12For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. 13Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. 14Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, 15and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. 16In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. 17Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. 18And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints.

Lesson's from Bud #1

Ok, I'm gonna warn you...it's a little long!

Yes, it's true...after 5 different Starbucks in 4 different states, I am saying goodbye.

I have LOVED working at Starbucks. I love the people, the fast pace, the coffee :), Howard Shultz, the multi-tasking, the fact that i was able to transfer so many times, and the people!

Have I mentioned the people? I am so incredibly thankful for the people, both partners and customers, that I have been able to meet and spend time with. Each Starbucks has been SO different, but SO great in their own ways. We have had customers that know us so well that they bring us cookies, Christmas and Birthday cards and even sit and have coffee with us when they are coming through on our break.

One of my favorite people, is Bud. I think that I have said things about him before , but I don't remember what...so just act like this is the first time :). Bud is 75 years old and it has only been 1 year and 2 months since he lost his wife to cancer. He comes to Starbucks every morning for hours, just sitting and drinking his coffee. Most of the time his friend Dave joins him. WE all know him and even celebrated his birthday with him, most of the customers walk in to say hello to us AND Bud. :)

Today, Kevin and I stopped by the store and there sat Bud. I sat down next to him and he gave me a hug and made a comment about how I had eye make-up on and no hat! haha and told me his daughter was making him go to Florida so he wouldn't be here in a week. He wanted to make sure that if I came to the store he would be there.

Starbucks is his family (and the people at Kings, where he goes for lunch...everyday!). Tears are beginning to come to my eyes as I think about him. I want so badly for him to know Jesus. Yes, we have talked about it...way more than once. He is just so lonely, the only thing I can do now is pray. Pray that the things I have said, he will remember and that there is someone else God is putting in his life to start where I left off.

That's the thing...God put people in our lives for a reason and we have THAT time to be Jesus to them. We never know how long that time may be. When those people leave our lives, it can be REALLY hard, REALLY hard. But PRAYER is such a POWERFUL weapon and if we pray, lives WILL be changed. I can't put myself down for the fact that Bud does not YET believe, I can PRAY...and I will. LOTS. Not only for him, but for all the others I know that don't YET know God and when I spend time with them...I will love them and be Jesus as best as I can.

If you've stuck with me the whole time to read this...thank you :) There is more I have learned from Bud, that will come soon!

love you!
Happy Thursday!

Fruits of the Spirit in a new light.

Yesterday on my way to work I was praying and I began asking God to help me live out the Fruits of the Spirit. It really changed my day and I wanted to share it with you. It went a little something like this;

God, please help me to:
LOVE you first and others before myself,
choose JOY no matter what happens,
keep PEACE in my attitude and actions,
be PATIENT with everyone and everything, even when it's extra hard,
treat others with KINDNESS first,
be GOOD with my thoughts and actions,
be FAITHFUL to YOU, my husband, friends, parents and siblings,
let my words be GENTLE toward everyone,
and help me have the SELF-CONTROL I need to make the right choices that please YOU.

The Fruits of the Spirit are such great and practical ways to bring us closer to Jesus! I want them to be more evident in my life everyday!

Happy Saturday!
Love you!


Just for fun, here is a picture of my family on Christmas day :). We took many pictures with all of our cameras, so this is just one of the funny ones for those of you who don't have facebook :). I LOVE this picture! :)

iamsecond.

I don't know how he does it, but my husband always finds really cool things online. One of the things he found recently is iamsecond.org . It's a website with a bunch of people, some famous, just telling their testimonies and how Jesus Christ become 1st in their lives. It's super cool and you should check it out when you get the chance! It's always great to hear the amazing stories of how Jesus changed peoples lives!

Love You!
Happy 2009!!!

some randomness and Toys for Tots...

Starbucks does a really cool things each year, they participate in the Toys for Tots program. Basically they put out boxes and people can bring toys in, put them into the boxes, then someone comes to pick them up and they are given to kids in the community. At some of the Starbucks I've worked at, we haven't had much success in getting people to drop toys off, but this year is different...
We have two boxes in our store this year and both come up past my waist (i'm almost 5'10"...so that's pretty high:)). Today, as I was making drinks, my manager looked at me from across the counter and said, "wow! we have to have them come soon! both these are full again and we have a box in the back too.". We have already had them come once already to take the toys because the boxes were overflowing. I just looked at my manager and said, "that's so awesome and such a good problem to have!"
Last week I witnessed a woman and her daughter at the register, the woman was explaining to her daugher what the big boxes were for and the daughter responded by asking her mom if they could go to target and buy toys for the kids who need them :). I told the mom that she has one great girl! The girl was maybe 10 and she was already wanting to help people!
It's so amazing to see these things happening around us! It's awesome to know that people want to give, especially during a time when money is short...so cool!!!

Matthew 25: 34-40

"Then the King will say to those on his right, 'Enter, you who are blessed by my Father! Take what's coming to you in this kingdom. It's been ready for you since the world's foundation. And here's why:

I was hungry and you fed me,
I was thirsty and you gave me a drink,
I was homeless and you gave me a room,
I was shivering and you gave me clothes,
I was sick and you stopped to visit,
I was in prison and you came to me.'

"Then those 'sheep' are going to say, 'Master, what are you talking about? When did we ever see you hungry and feed you, thirsty and give you a drink? And when did we ever see you sick or in prison and come to you?' Then the King will say, 'I'm telling the solemn truth: Whenever you did one of these things to someone overlooked or ignored, that was me—you did it to me.'

A New Creation

This weekend we had a youth leadership retreat. While talking at one point, one of our wonderful girls told us that her friends have asked her why she's different. They were trying to figure out why she had changed for the better! It made me soooo happy that she was given the opportunity to tell them and did such an awesome job at it!

Sort of going along with that...

Kevin used this song in his sermon last night. It is such amazing God and a great reminder that we are given a completely new and wonderful life with Jesus!!!!!

New Creation
Verse 1 :
Holy Spirit Hovering Over The Deep
Speak Out The Light And Let It Flood Into Me
Whisper The Word That Gave Creation Her Form
Im Searching For A Life That Hasnt Been There Before

Pre-Chorus:
Speak Light Into The Darkness
Breathe Life Into My Lungs
Fill My Soul As Deep As The Ocean
Im Reaching For Your Love

Chorus:
All That I Can Do Is Give It Back To You
Youve Taken My Old Skin And Made It New Again
All That I Can Do Is Give It Back To You
Youve Taken My Old Skin And Made It New Again

You Have Made Me New, A New Creation
All New, A New Creation

Verse 2:
Holy Spirit Hovering Over The Deep
Bring Out The Colors That My Hearts Yet To See
The Nights On Fire For The Warmth Of Your Love
But Every Hour Theres A Rising Sun

Pre-Chorus:
Speak Light Into The Darkness
Breathe Life Into My Lungs
Fill My Soul As Deep As The Ocean
Im Reaching For Your Love

Chorus:
All That I Can Do Is Give It Back To You
Youve Taken My Old Skin And Made It New Again
All That I Can Do Is Give It Back To You
Youve Taken My Old Skin And Made It New Again

You Have Made Me New, A New Creation
All New, A New Creation
Brand New, A New Creation
So New, A New Creation

And here is the AMAZING video of Fellowship Church preforming the song...
(Does anyone know how to add a video from youtube.com to blogspot? I couln't figure it out)

New Creation Video

Happy Monday!
Love YOU!

Plans Change...

I like to say that I like change.
The truth is, I don't do well with it at all. When I know what is going on that day/week and something else gets thrown in last minute...I kinda freak out inside. My mind immediately tries to figure out a completely new plan and tells my body to stay calm :). Even sometimes when something changes last minute, there are tears involved before I get back to reality and realize i can do this. ha. Usually it's the littlest things, but it's still there.

I don't want to be like this. The truth is I know that GOD'S PLAN is way bigger than mine and when things get in the way of "my" plans...it's probably God stepping in. I am in constant reminder that he is ALWAYS in CONTROL of ME.

I just wanted to be honest...I'm still working on change :). It still gets to me, but I am trusting on the fact that God is TOTALLY in CONTROL!

Why? Because HE IS!

Blogspot #1

So, I have decided to try it out. We will see what happens.

I wanted to do something other than xanga.com so that people who don’t have a xanga, or even a blog will be able to visit and comment as much as they please :).

So, I will try my best to blog more! I want to use it to update people who don’t live right with me, on my life in Butler and the things that I am learning. The picture at the top is a bridge in Pittsburgh! I LOVE LOVE LOVE the bridges in Pittsburgh! Also, it’s snowing that just makes me happy!

So, MUCH more to come in the days ahead, but for now…sleep. I need to get up quite early and make it to Starbucks by 5:30.

Love you all!!!!

please, let me know what you think about the new blog!